Heartache

I have been depressed since midweek with no reason at all. This is me when my birthday is getting nearer.. I don’t know why.. I can’t even sleep at night. I try to shrug this all off but this is really me, i have jitters before my birthday since i can remember when so i guess this is just normal..

But at 10am this morning, i felt depressed all the more. Blogger is now blocked at work. I cannot blog and blog hop anymore even at lunchtime or after office. I am at the internet café right now just to update this blog and I hope and pray this is not the last.

Please forgive me if I can’t blog hop to your Girls Talk entry for this week. I will find time this weekend or If I can’t I will find a way.. I have to find a way.. I can’t say goodbye to blogging just like that!

9 Responses to Heartache
  1. bambie
    November 20, 2009 | 11:19 am

    awww…that sucks. naalala ko tuloy sa work ko before, our boss's son blocked our access to the internet and i was livid! di bale, i'm sure you'll find a way to keep on blogging.

    wish you all the best. happy weekend and enjoy your special day on sunday.☺

  2. Rossel
    November 20, 2009 | 2:48 pm

    i don't experience having birthday jitters but i think that's just normal to some.

    oh, blogger being blocked at work is not a good news at all. i know you can find way my friend. please don't say goodbye to blogging. not ever!

  3. Ria
    November 20, 2009 | 5:05 pm

    Hey sis, don't be crushed. We will understand. Blogger is blocked in our office as well but I do my blog-hopping when I come home. Don't worry.

    It's My Party

  4. darly
    November 20, 2009 | 10:07 pm

    age is just a number sis, its what you feel inside that matters. Im 30 now but i still feel like an 18 year old. Don't be sad na :)

  5. sheng
    November 21, 2009 | 4:44 am

    oi niko birthday mo na bukas…masyadong advance ung message ko sa chat box mo sa nikoganda….bukas pa pala ung birthday mo…neway bukas na lang kita babatiin…stay beatiful…;0

    ay ganun…hinahanap pa nman kita… narinig ko sa ibang friends ko jan…ginagamit nila ung meebo.com ba un….para makaaccess sa ibang blocked site sa office nila..

  6. fedhz
    November 22, 2009 | 2:39 am

    aw. ako din dati ganyan. pero keri lang girl. dami kang friends. dito lang kame lagi. mwah!

  7. Sassy Mom
    November 22, 2009 | 2:40 pm

    I know you will enjoy your birthday! Happy Happy Birthday!

  8. kikamz
    November 22, 2009 | 7:25 pm

    oh no… that is very bad news! paano na lang ung blogs mo!!! you have 5 pa naman. but i know you will find a way anik. kaya mo yan.

  9. Erik
    December 7, 2009 | 12:18 am

    I watch all my friends go through this. Don't drive yourself nuts…life doesn't even really start until you are 30! You likely don't believe me now…but just you wait! You're gonna love it!

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